Keeping Reality at Bay

[mathiasthom]

Supposedly together,
yet never felt further apart
no conversations,
nothing to initiate or start

So it's going to be like this
taking back every drunken word
all those nights on that broken couch
memories that never quite occured

Reformatted that sorry phone
now all those pictures just wiped away
as if they never occurred,
keeping reality at bay

While he rants and raves
feeling too much
here comes another period
of self gratifying touch

mathiasthom
written 1/12/20