mathiasthom

She has mostly 3 months to live
but I have my misgivings
she'll claw her way back
into the land of the living

Said the obligatory prayers
even though I'm not there
not ever at her side
life is truly not fair

Gave up on family reunions
with that finger pointing crowd
who act so morally proud
minus countless indiscretions

Trying to walk a good path
never smoked a day in her life
while I was a walking chimney
at least, once upon a time

Used to see things eye to eye
never was really a scapegoat
how does she even cope?
sentenced with such limited Time

mathiasthom
written 10/12/18