mathiasthom

I was going to write something
true to the word,
not at all absurd
spontaneous and hilarious

Well things didn't go quite as planned
always alone,
never to understand
why this is so?

Don't expect reason and rhyme
thrown in the towel
for the thousandth time
mediocrity so foul

All these plans fell through
well what can you do
when the phantoms of the past
just literally kicked your ass

These good feelings never last
fueled by caffeine
and a lack of means
wallowing away in the shadows cast

A friend in need,
you are your own worst enemy
watching the night transform into day
chemical shakes, one endless heartbreak

mathiasthom
written 8/8/19